Meditations XVII
This summer was my first lab experience, and it has been chock full of experiments of all sorts. From growing U87MG brain tumor cells to sautéing shrimp to playing with dry ice, practically every day this summer has been filled with novel inquiry.
On a more serious note, I am very thankful to have had such a fulfilling experience this summer. Both my PI Dr. Adamson and my secondary mentor Chunhui were extremely supportive and patient, and carefully guided me through my research project—and for this I feel very grateful towards them. My main goal when I began this summer was to be afforded a glimpse into the world of research, and to understand better the life of a researcher. Before beginning this summer, I had only a vague idea of what it meant to be a scientist. I was always excited by the rather idealistic concept of working with the unknown and of working to expand our knowledge base—which I always perceived as the main job of scientists. And I still am very excited by this. But I think I gained a better perspective on the entire process of research—research is more than just the end stage of data analysis and inference making. This summer, I learnt to enjoy the entire process—from designing experiments to the actual meticulous experiment set-up to the data collection. I’ve gained some independence in the lab, and can perform basic techniques to keep a cell line alive on my own (my cells did prove to be more hardy than my hermit crabs in the end). I’m more confident in what I do know, but at the same time—and more importantly—I also have learnt to feel very comfortable with the fact that there is so much still unknown.
Though I do not yet feel in a position to decide if the PhD-academia track is for me, I do know that I will stay involved with research for the rest of my undergraduate career at Duke. Because I have been involved in the Howard Hughes Research Fellows program this summer, I therefore never send to know for whom the [research] bell tolls. It tolls for me.