Reflections on a Summer Well Spent
When I first started this summer experience, I had no idea what to expect, and I was actually slightly worried because I had turned down Governor’s School in order to participate in Howard Hughes. I wasn’t completely sure if I had made the right choice or not, but now, looking back, I am so glad I made the choice I did. In the past, I have done other science summer programs, but this one was so different and new from anything I had ever experienced. Many other programs fret over the students and make sure they are taken care of during every waking hour. While that can be fun because one is constantly entertained, I had a blast being treated like a real adult, doing real research, in a real working environment. It is an opportunity that I wouldn’t give up for anything. There are less bows and ribbons and frills with the Howard Hughes Program, but that is what makes it so special. It is straightforward, cutting edge science, which we all get to see and experience first-hand as HIGH SCHOOLERS. Do you know how many people across America get a chance like this? I can tell you…..not many.
Unlike my PI, Dr. Allison Ashley-Koch, I do not know as a seventeen-year-old whether genetics will ultimately be the place for me, or even whether research at all will be. However, the experience of being in a lab has really opened my eyes to all the different possibilities science holds. Science is so much more than just pre-med students, as is the popular belief today. One of the main things that has truly opened my eyes to all the different paths that lay before me was all the lectures I heard throughout the course of the program. They ranged from drugs in the brain to songbirds to primate mating to alcohol and teenagers. The true width and breadth of science is astounding if one actually takes a moment to think about it. Walking into the Howard Hughes Precollege Program, I thought I was going to be a Chemistry major for sure. Now, however, after hearing multiple lectures about primates, evolution, and genetics, I think I am headed more for a major in Ecology, Environment, and Evolutionary Biology. That is one of the reasons I love this program. It is not simply a way to spend another summer or something that will look good on college applications, it actually has the power to change your beliefs, your perceptions, and where you actually go in life. It can make an impact.
As for me, after the Howard Hughes Program ends, my summer is practically over. Field Hockey (I am the varsity goalie) pre-season practice starts this coming Monday and I still have the bulk of my AP summer homework to complete before my senior year of high school begins on August 25th. Many people say not to worry about senior year, that it is a breeze compared to junior year, but I am more of the mindset of “I’ll believe it when I see it.” I know that this coming year is going to be difficult, so I have already started counting down the days until my free time basically disappears (wow, that is a very depressing thought!). On top of my difficult school schedule, I also have to worry about applying to colleges (as does every other senior in America). Currently, my top school is Columbia, in New York City, but these days it feels as though every week I have a new number one. I can’t wait to have our Howard Hughes reunion in the spring and see where everyone from the program is going to school. It is such a crazy idea that it is only months away; I can’t really believe it.
Before I sign off on my last blog, I do have some very important things to say. First, I want to say thank you to everyone who helped make the Howard Hughes Precollege Program possible, especially Deborah, Tanya, Kriti, and Chris. I know you all worked extremely hard this summer to make the program a meaningful experience for all of us, and I truly appreciate everything you have done. Second, I want to say thank you to everyone in my lab at the Center for Human Genetics, Allison, Karen, Melanie, Mike, Kaia, Heidi, and Megan. You all have been so helpful and accepting, especially when you were explaining concepts and procedures that I did not understand at all. Your patience has been invaluable, and my Howard Hughes summer would not have been the same without you. Thirdly, I want to tell everyone in the Howard Hughes Precollege Program with me that you guys are amazing, bright, talented people and I have had a blast hanging with you all for the past seven weeks. Finally, to those of you reading this who might be debating about participating in the Howard Hughes Program in a future summer, I say this: I don’t know who you are or what your situation is, but, for me, I am so glad I did the Howard Hughes Precollege Program because it is a fabulous, unparalleled experience that opens so many opportunities for the future, while one is having fun, learning a lot, and meeting exceptional people all at the same time!
~~~Helen